us=malang

haish,just when i thought shen's wound is getting better and better,i have this naive thought that yeay,we can live happily as we did last time,but all of a sudden, something else happens on someone else.why is it continuously occurring to us?the three of us.ish,we went to temple to baibai and ask the buddha bobi bobi us already,but why is it still happening to us?i'm not complaining or blaming anyone else,it just makes me feel bad though.seems like all the bad things keep coming,and what about the good ones?when?where?how?i somehow have a very strong feeling that something bad will happen to me no sooner or later.the first victim was shen,scalded by hot oil,then now it's xiang xiang's turn,whom is a yet-to-be-diagnosed-but-with-high-possibility-infected by chicken pox girl.next,should be me.sounds so dead,right?no one could predict what would happen to me,even i myself couldn't foretell it.i hope it is just a minor incident,maybe get stung by a mosquito?haha,i like to tell a porky to myself.all i could do now is to take good care of those two girls in my house and,more and most importantly,take good care of my own.i don't want anything bad happens to me.really don't.i mean who wants?duhh,lame question!buddha buddha,guan yin ma guan yin ma,please bobi bobi the three of us safe and sound.let us lead a peaceful and happy life here.thank you,amitabha.